MATI

 kenapa aku pasti sangat esok aku nmasih hidup..kenapa aku masih bergembira sedgkan org 2 kat ghazzah tu tengah menderita hanya menunggu ajal mereka yang seperti telur di hujung tanduk?org2 kat sane..xdenye seprti ku in shaa allah,mereka pasti sedang beroa,meminta pertolonga allah,sedangkan aku,hanya pandai berbicara dan menulis,adakah aku hanya pandai bercakap?meraih populariti? bodoh..masih menunggu tahun depan yang ku harapkan pt3 ku berjaya lulus cemerlang, memasuki sekolah kluster?sedangkan entah esok aku belum pasti aku hidup ke tidak,

betul aku memang hanya pandai berbicara tanpa melakukannya,tapi ingin ku berdoa menadah tangan kepada yang maha esa...bodoh..solat setakat 2 minit,3 minit,boleh ke aku nk minta doa aku dikabulkan allah,tergesa solat kerana ingin menulis,,iman janganlah kau lari dari ku, kerana akan ku tambah sehingga kau cukup untuk ku memasuki syurga ilahi,,aminn.

MATURE

So some mature posts,,i dont think i will ever be satisfied with my writing so fudge that mature thing,,well even if youre mature you will have some peoples that you wont like,,its just you hide it well enough that no one find out..so,skolah aku...aku x tau lah even ade ke tak org yang matang dlm tu,,as the saying goes (not really a saying) if choding peoples could fly, my school would be an airport! well,,,kalau x skang pon aku ttp jgk akan jadi mature,,if i have any commitment in my life or something to make me really mature,,mungkin dengan writing,,i will become more mature?dengan perangai orang?dengan caci maki orang?kawan?nah,,that last one is invalid..haha
              mungkin ad sorg dua yg matang?really..baru skola menengah,,  kcik lagi tula x matang,,knap nk jd matang?natural ke?i dont wanna know.when the times come i will be mature and will be reading this (essay)?and be like "what a stupid thing to say.."well remember future me,,im still young and stupid to even  be embarrass now,,so just laugh all you  want and be happy even if you ve fail so much you dont even wanna move on,,just laugh and read dis evryday?okkkk ,,thats weird,,

 srsly if you fail now,,just get your smart ass up and get movin and srsly always pray to Allah and dont get your laziness control you,,BE MATURE ..BYE BYE AND XOXO..

                                                                  remember exo is popular these days..haha




                                                                                                                            have a really good day~